HULLOween!.

291011.

Cousin's birthday pawtee.

Photos snapped with the Canon EOS 7D which "LASALLE kindly dropped on Ezt's lap for use".

I look like a cartoon. The sister is dressed for both birthday and Hulloween eh ahahah :3

Dad wasnt focused TEEHEEHEEHEE.

NOMNOMNOM.

The leaves got limey.

MORE NOMNOMNOMZ. :3

Happy Birthday you two!!! :B

Looks pretty divine huh. I thought Dora's feet were some skeleton's eyes or something you know. Until Mumma went "Cake Dora, kaklina!"

GAHAHAHAHAHA BOTH FACES SO EPIC. :B

Rifqi's party popper popped like a firework in the last one!.

YAY. Pupp''s side cousins. Cute photo!. :3

So yep, that is about it. Pretty glad i went, kind of needed a good laugh catch up stuff with them cousins from Puppa's side.

Now, i need another good laugh catch up stuff with them cousins from Mumma's side.

To the beach on Thursday.

Been very upset with what i see in the mirror lately. Hoping for some unexpected boost of self confidence/esteem/whatever you call it although we all know it all starts and comes from within.

Also borrowed some books from the library yesterday, and am having a current obsession with any old Malay movies.

Yes i would love to marry a handsome malay prince.

I also would love to dance malay with a boy.

Here you go, my current obsession.

So kacak with the tanjak, my readers. *_* ^^ :3

And yes i do feel like a complete psycho for obsessing over someone who is so much older, but he is just ridiculously goodlooking back then. Gosh. Why didnt i live in the past. Hope Mumma and Puppa comes back with more of his movies.

He is Dato' Mustapha Ma'arof by the way. :3

Ah, i just want to live yet again, existing alone is not enough.

Du vet jeg elsker deg.

Goodbye

^D8

HULLO AGAIN

Yeahperdy, this blog needs an updatey so here you goey.

I went to a cousin's BBQ Chalet birthday party last night, which i will post photos on when i get them from the sister. :3

Recently, i fell in love with these babies.

YAY SUUUUUUUUSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!

Love love love them, will be dragging Mumma and Puppa to bring me for a sushi spree soon.

Cant stress how much i lave them right now, ahhhhhh *_*

Bit difficult to find halal Japanese restaurants where im staying, they are all either in town or just somewhere across the country ahahahah :()

I think my eating plan is working.

Although im still trying to cut down on oily stuff.
I also have fast food fridays and Kois or Gong Chas once or twice a week AHAHAHAH.
But, yeah, it has only been a little more than a week.
Also been walking more = sweating more = burning more calories (?)
BURN FATS BURNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

OK so speaking of food, i am now going to go roast my chikkin thighs and potatoes for dinner.
I lost my thyme. :(

I MISS THE DZULS. :(

Oh yeah and hello to my readers from over the seas!!! :P
And also to the ones stranded in this same island as me. :3

Du vet jeg elsker deg.
Goodbye

BADDEBTS

How is my life?

I feel like such a horrible person.

Horrible is what i am.

I feel like a living burden.

Like im just making people do more things for no good for themselves.

Like im troubling people.

And how i have issues with myself and my confidence.

And it happens every single time, again and again, never pleased with myself only until things get worse.

And how i am wasting my life away.

And how my friends are having their major exams and im just chillin when its my turn next year.

And how i keep doing useless things again and again.

I am horrible.

I feel so useless right now.

I feel like im wasting.

Like how there is so much more but i am just tied down to nothing.

I am a bad debt..

Yet to be recovered

For mebody.

WAHEEEEEEEEEEEEY!.

 I have downloaded Instagram into my iTouchy and i fell in love with it!!

Well actually ive downloaded it a few months ago but didnt bother to learn about it (i forgot my account) so i deleted it off.

And then yesterday i downloaded it again (and made a new account) and learned about it and i loved it!!

Takes stalking to a whole new level ahahahaha!!

Just kidding.

Follow me @ lins8!!! :B

HEHE.

Went for Physio yesterday and was a bit too early as usual, so Mumma spared 2 bucks on the fish food so i got to feed the fishies.

They were Koi fishes i think..

(Oh how im craving for KOI...)

(Also, yes i know im wearing frills and flared pants hahahahahah to the hospital hahahah)

Was pretty fun, although i kept throwing the fish food like really far because i didnt want all the fishies to be all up splashing water on me and fighting for the food.

And when they come near me ill be like "go away!!!"

And Mumma kept throwing the food so near i kept telling her to throw it far far away ahahah!!

(Im not an animal person so yeah)

Yeah, fishes love food..

And so as for this post im going to (attempt to) type about my eating..

Why?

Because i can.

Ha, nah, because 1) I was getting affected by the weight ive put on (3.9kg) and 2) I needed some discipline in it

Yup i dont care if some of you are thinking "youre not fat, why do you keep saying youre fat? Sheesh" cuz, well, i dont care.

I said i have gained weight, not im fat.

Although the MOE Health Table thingy says im overweight for my height, which is..

Anyway point is, i definitely LOOK and FEEL like i have gained weight and in the meantime i cannot go exercising (like running or those squatting things or whatever) so it really affected me and i felt like i knew i had to do something about it, thus this!

I decided to make myself control myself and discipline myself.

Im trying to eat healthier, and control my cravings and stuff like that.

I even "plan" on my meal times and stuff.

Wanna know? :B

There are some days where i wake up earlier or later than the others.

So if i wake up BEFORE 12 (which is usually on weekdays i dont know why) i will have cereal and milk for breakfast.

If i wake up AFTER 12 i will have a brunch.

If i wake up BEFORE 12 i will have lunch at around one thirty.

And then ill have a little dinner just before eight.

Im also trying to eat when im not hungry.

(Because when youre hungry, you will splurge and eat rounds zuh)

And not eat till im extremely full.

(Read this somewhere :/)

And then if im hungry in between meals ill have something that looks like this (Yummy alert!!)

I just have to at least try not to let myself put everything i feel like putting into my body into my body.

I just feel like i have to start doing someting about it.

Especially since i cant exercise properly.

Then again, i am no expert in these kinda stuff.

(ESPECIALLY in these kinda stuff hahahaha IM A FOODIE!.)

So if you have suggestions and good recipes and stuff please send them to me?!

You know what i mean?!?!

And today i gave myself a little baking session with Mumma (and brother).

With the weird smell of yeast.

Who multiplied like nobody's business till i was overflowin' with dough.

Haha tell me who else overflows with dough?!

NOBODY.

(If you get what i mean)

SOFT PRETZELS!!!!

Cinnamon Sugar!!

Well im sorry if they're ugly.

They turned out a little bland, but we'll work something out :P

They are chewy though, so thats quite alright. :)

Yes yes, i am well aware that i just wrote about my eating and then i baked these goodies.

But, hey, i dont do it everyday okay.

And besides, id need these learning experiences for the future. *ahem*

:P

So..we good?!

Heres a picture of me and Mumma.

Physio again tomorrow, i called for it =.= :3

Oh fast food friday..

Ohhh nooooo....

AND BY THE WAY im walking again woohoo!!!!!!
T.T

I want to do SO MANY things!!
SO MANY

OK BED IS CALLING!!

Du vet jeg elsker deg.

Goodbye

Today's day

Hullo heres a quickie to you.

I havent had any ideas on what to blog about, will you help me out?

(See the rhyme there :P)

Well heres a picture of me, had a haircut today :)

SOOO SHOOOORT :O

Haha okay so today was a bit more interesting (but not really).

I woke up to 2 new videos by Quick ^^

(One of which was about UK)

Then i walked to the hair salon.

Mumma then checked the letterbox and saw a parcel inside!!!

So Grandmumma threw down the keys and Mumma opened it and it was the tees i ordered for The Dzuls!!

(Its from the UK)

ITS SOOO CUUUUUUUUTE.

(Can you tell my slight obsession with the UK hehe)

And then at the salon after like 45 minutes of waiting there was this 3 year old kid who had albino (albinism?) and we let him have his haircut first haha. :)

Yeah my right knee wanted to die after walking just a little more.

:'(

Disappointed but oh well.

Things will get better, no.

Check it out, i miss going to events and stuff with my sister :((((

Fun fun fun fun.

I miss my braces.

Should i marry a Japanese lol why are they so cute ^^ :B

My hair is as chubby as my face now.

I also have a meal plan now. :)

If you have good salad recipes, please do pass it to me.

I MADE A NEW EMAIL!.

With hotmail this time, hopefully it doesnt fail me again this time :(

EMAIL ME!.

lin.s8@hotmail.com!.

(I need more friends and penpals)

Now i dont have to give out my full name everytime they ask me for my email! :B

What a day already.

Du vet jeg elsker deg.

Goodbye

Bon Voyage

Dear Dr Praveen,

I will never forget all the effort you have put in to help me get better. I remember the first time meeting you in A&E and you didnt really know what to do with me. I also remember you tendon tapper-ing me almost everyday at the hospital, and i will never forget how much i cried because it hurts lol. Also how you always said "if you could, you would kick me now right?" hahaha so true. Also how you accompanied us in the ambulance and the whole journey to and from TTSH for my case conference. And how sometimes i dont understand what you are saying haha. Oh well. I hope you had a safe journey back to your family in India and enjoy the snow. (I didnt know India had snow, so unfair :() Also wish you all the very best in your future endeavours and hope you will continue to help save lifes and treat people and all that stuff.

Thank you so so so very much for helping me get better. :)

(First and last picture taken together lol taken on 141011 i look huge i was hunchback-ing because i was afraid my position would affect the blood flow blah blah blah quite cute right HEHE :P)

With much love,

Lin Said.

Du vet jeg elsker deg.

Bon voyage!!

OVRW8.

Cant be all positive all the time now can we.

Du vet jeg elsker deg.

Goodbye

111011.

Got a little surprise after Physio.

Thai food for lunch.

Dan sebagainya.

Du vet jeg elsker deg.

Goodbye